Thankful.

I just got done reading a blog that brought me to tears.

http://erin-jenkins.blogspot.com/

i dont know this lady, i just stumbled upon her blog.

She is amazing. She has an amazing testimony.

She's so strong.

I hope one day i can be as strong as she is.

I have had my trials [believe me] and i still do.

but i can not imagine this ever happening to me.

it reminds me that i need to never ever take my time here on earth for granted.

i never ever want to live without my sweet husband or baby.

I know the lord had a hand in this ladies life.

and for anyone who second guesses the lord and miracles, you should sit down and read her blog. you'll change your mind, i promise.

I'm thankful for a forever family.

update on life

Things have been crazy around this Van Komen house.

but a good crazy

This post will be sort of a picture over load but at the end all tell all of you our good news :)

i find lex sleeping in the weirdest positions. i love seeing her sleep. she's so peaceful.

my baby LOVES minnie mouse.

This is Alexei's squishy face :)

The boys just before disk golfing :)

Lex loves nicks disneyland shirt! She loves to point to the characters.

We're going to Disneyland just after her birthday, May 19-23 and cant wait to see her face when she sees minnie!

my little lady :) shes so cute.

my family.

This week my cousin Hailey came into town. She had a baby girl 2 days after i did and its so crazy to see them at the same stage. the little twinners :)

Alexei and Brekin bouncing :)

Alexei got no nap yesterday.... kill me j/k

she wasnt a big fan of pictures. all she wanted was her own bed. no pack n play! haha

We took a picture of all of the Cox grandkids for my grandma!

[Left to Right] Ethan, Noa, Isca, McKayla, Keegan, Steven, Alexei, Brekin, Braylee, and Hollis

Alexei and Brekin held hands the whole time.

They're going to be best friends :)

This was Alexei this morning in the tub. She loves baths... and she is alot happier than she was yesterday!

and now for the GOOD NEWS...

and for all of you that think im pregnant... im not haha

I got a new job! i'm going to start training tomorrow. i train for 4 days and then get a login for a website and basically get to chose my job from there. its a work from home job!

THANKS social security!

I hope you all are having a wonderful life!! we sure are!! :)